QUEEN, GET OFF MY TV SCREEN!

this time, baby, i'll be BULLETPROOF!

acoustic version of la roux's bulletproof.

BABY BABY BABY NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

the ONLY reason i like this song

bret hart and shawn michaels had a kid...

here she is:

WHERE HAS SHE BEEN ALL MY LIFE?


"OH YES" is right!

Valentine's Day Tutorial

have a good night!

Had a Bad Day

i'm going to watch some timaya videos to cheer me up:

hope they cheer you up, too.

Thank You for being a friend, C.B.

LOL#12

"'Magic Fingers', my ass!"

DAAAY-UUUM!

YOU STRANGER!!

Lost

the video:

a comment from "chrisbzshawty":
LMFAOOOO; i couldn't breathe throughout this whole video . you are funny . now i regret signing up with this name but i don't want to make a new one because i have way too many subscriptions , favorites , and playlists i don't feel like re-doing . but i'll still listen to his music . if anything chris needs all the support he can get . i think it's unfair how one little incident ( well not so little ) will make everybody turn on chris like this . smh .

then, another from the same poster:
rihanna's soft ? if she can hit her brother with a glass bottle; she can take a punch.

now, aren't these nice biased statements? if there's anything i hate more than a groupie is a dumbass groupie. i'll never understand how ppl can be stans.

yeah, it's real sad how ppl don't want to support a woman-beater. what the fuck is wrong with us? poor chris! that poor, sweet, innocent boy just made a teeny-weeny mistake and got carried away.

yeah, she hit her brother with a glass bottle, HER BROTHER. chris brown beat her, not her brother. this girl must be an only child because anybody with siblings know how sometimes you just have to brawl with your brother/sister. it's natural. it's not right to throw glass, but that's what girls do. we aren't as strong as men and sometimes in desperation, we use foreign objects.

women make me sick these days. we really did kill chivalry with our petty jealousy at each other. ugly as i feel some days, i get jealous and i get bitter, but i will never enjoy a woman being beaten, regardless of her attractiveness. that's not my sickness; sorry if it's yours.

LOL#10

i think black jesus would be a great blaxploitation film!

Fried Twinkies?

is this what's hot in the streets?

RE: Two things, not so quick #2

this chick is lost; somebody find her.

i'm not a fan of chris brown or rhianna, and i think that there needs to be some objectivity as this situation is concerned.

i don't think it's, "oh my god, chris brown made a teeny-weeny mistake and hit rhianna," it's "oh my god, chris brown BEAT and BIT rhianna." ok, he entertained us, he gets a pass to brutalize women? he didn't push her or even just "smack the hell out of her," he came at her like she was a full grown man. and his actions after that are even more disgusting. yeah, celebrities aren't perfect, that's why when they do stuff like this they should be held accountable like evrybody else.

r. kelly was accused of liking little girls and micheal jackson, of little boys. both of them have an extensive history of suspicious activities with little kids. however, unlike chris brown, as mentioned, they've both been cleared of charges and are recognized as musical geniuses. so, that's makes it a lot more understandable as to why people would defend them, but what has chris brown done besides that doublemint gum commercial? i'm not a fan of r. kelly, so i could look at that objectively, but i do like michael jackson and i honestly believe he is a very misunderstood creature. ppl just do not want to believe chris brown would do something like that because of his corny singing and pretty baby face.

chris brown allegedly attacked rhianna like she was a wild gorilla. THERE IS NO DEFENDING THAT, POINT-BLANK. i'm sorry, i don't support bullies. like i said, until men bleed on a monthly basis, they have no right to do a woman that way. any man who thinks differently is a pathetic individual who needs to realize that there is always somebody who can stomp your ass into the ground and make you feel "like a woman", too.

i say, we sic major payne on his ass. he'd do him like he did this can.

Two things, not so quick

craigalicious posted about miley and her stupid ass and then she "apologized" after the fact, of course. then phil defranco had some shit to say because margaret cho wrote a song about it and somebody's trying to sue miley. first off, he said that cho makes fun of ppl all the time and that doesn't exactly sound right to me, i don't think i've ever heard her making a racist joke or put anybody down. and besides, she's a comedienne, they're supposed to make fun of ppl or situations humorously, not hatefully. as for the lawyer suing her, that is a little extreme, but to explain it away as, "oh, it wasn't that bad, there's an asian guy in the photo," isn't good enough. just because there was an asian guy in on the "joke" doesn't mean it should be taken lightly. black people aren't the only race with uncle toms. no, she's not exactly prussian blue, but the fact is, little girls idolize miley and there should be an example made to show, with any pop celebrity, that you can't get out of evrything with an "apology" after the fact, especially if you are just a "kid."

are white ppl really this ignorant? on a consistent basis, white ppl make a lot of racist/bigoted/prejudiced "jokes" and think by apologizing the day or so after, evrything is peachy keen. this is not the way things work. i personally don't give a fuck what you do or say in your private life, but if your dumb ass is stupid enough to take a goddamn PICTURE or video of you doing or saying something stupid, whatever happens, you got what you deserve. i've also seen white ppl excuse shit like this by saying, "oh, well black ppl say this and asian say that, so we sure be allowed..." no, take that immature shit to chimpout. the world is not "tit for tat," sometimes you have to turn the other cheek and there is no shame in that.

now, to other bullshit issues--

the chris brown and rhianna situation has been disturbing on so many levels, but the main one is this: i've been seeing a lot of men who think it's ok to swing on a chick if she starts it. many have justified this by saying that if women want to be equal, they should learn to take a punch.

... oh for real, for real?

women should be equal to men socially and financially, but we'll never be equal physically because men, through evolution, are the stronger sex and they, of course, cannot conceive children. #although i do believe most of them PMS and are more emotional than women are supposed to be# the day they start to, they can hit women. women who do hit men are childish and also, most men today are still children and live by that "you hit me, i hit you back" policy. if a woman hits you, take it like a man and get her out of your life. do not try to go blow for blow with a woman. a woman who hits a man is foolish and the man who fights back is a fucking fool.

b. scott talked about it and he had good points, but him being so pro-rhianna makes it a bit biased to me.

the situation reminds me of the routine dave chappelle did about how men and women think differently. he talks about the frustration of women wearing a "prostitute's uniform" and then don't want to be treated like prostitutes. i love dave chappelle and always will, but i couldn't believe a man as savvy as he would say some misogynistic bullshit like that. first of all, if you've ever watched an episode of cops, you know that REAL street prostitutes wear baggy, raggedly sweats. the only ones who look like "prostitutes" are trannies. secondly, ok, a woman wears something a little provocative, does that automatically mean she's a slut? and even if she were one, that doesn't mean she wants to "sleep" with you. this is the same reason why a lot of women who are raped blame themselves. there is NO justification for that. and why would you want to fuck a slut anyway? thirdly, why do you assume she's dressing that way for YOU. sometimes, women just want to dress that way. i don't particularly agree with some of the extremes taken, but i understand. sometimes i do my hair and put on gloss or red lipstick. no reason, just feel like it.

are men really this disgusting? do they honestly think it's ok to hit a woman if she hits you first? it's ok to sexually harass a woman and then either insult her for being a "tease" or take it upon yourself to make her play her part? men just do not understand the frustration of being a woman, nor do they care. most of them don't even want to know anything our sexual health, but they do want to use our sex. how can you fully appreciate something and use it correctly if you don't read the instructions and educate yourself as to how it is to be used. ppl have gotten sex muthafvcking twisted: it's not just a fun way to pass the time. the main purpose of sex is procreation and the main purpose of breasts is to breastfeed. so, there are no "mistakes" when it comes to conceiving, if anything it's mission accomplished. that's why you should think twice before you fvck a slut, at least.

men really need to think from a woman's perspective for a bit. women have to worry about pregnancy, STDs, and also the social stigma of being sexually active. men are encouraged to "sow their oats," but women are taught that they should be virtuous, but then when a chick is sexually savvy, she's a dirty slut and a filthy whore.

some days i feel tragic like i was lady macbeth; i wanna be unsexed, too. it's too much.

LOL#9

"put me on the floor..." LOL

He's so pretty!

It's not very fair, is it? :(

LOL#7

"I *-^-* slowly, slowly, slowly, slowly, getting faster, faster, faster, OH, it's so exciting!"

I'll never look at The Count the same way.

sxephil - he's not sexy, he's sxe

Just some things about this video:

1. I really don't think guys want big tits. They SAY they do, but I think they're being phased out by the ass. Bad news for me since I'm stacked up top, but lacking in my packing. I never got that anyway, why does it matter how big or small a woman's breasts and butt are? The way it's going, the girl doesn't need to be there, and not for that long anyway. And, if big tits were really all that great, Pam Anderson wouldn't have had all the trouble she's had. That goes for any other of those fantasy girls too. Those women are fantasies to men, but then when they want to take them home, they realize that they're just as ordinary as any other girl and then they have problems. Most men claim to be the smarter sex, because they think with logic and not emotion, but they're just as bad as women when it comes to that fantasy crap.
2. Do ppl still drink 40's anymore, honestly? That just pissed me off to no end. I commented about that and then somebody came up behind me and was like, "poor ppl drink 40's" and that maybe so, but is 50 Cent poor? No, I don't think so. Ppl really need to upgrade their stereotypes, y'know, if they're going to use them. It's 2009 and y'all stuck in 1992, trick-ass marks.
3. I also commented on the story about the "wronged" black firefighters. I don't think a test can be racist, but the ppl who make the test MIGHT BE. Even so, why make excuses? Y'know, evrytime I make an excuse, my mother always says, "Oh, you got more excuses than a black man on death row," and as horrible as that sounds, black ppl do make a LOT of excuses. I don't understand it; after slavery, black ppl spent a good 100+ years proving that we could do evry thing the white man did, if not better. Black ppl wanted to learn, slaves died trying to read, and now we take all of that for granted. I write and read without even thinking about it, I can't even begin to fathom not knowing how to do it and being told I'd be lynched for even trying. I tell ppl I like to write and read and they think I'm "lame" or a "dork" or whatever. Well, I rather be that than stupid. Yeah, I still might do some foolish things, but I ain't no fool. Now these firefighters don't want to take a test to get ahead? How the fuck did they even make it this far? Didn't they go to school? Would it kill them to study, to work for and earn what they want? This country judges ppl unfairly and holds hundred things against you before you can do just one thing, you constantly have to prove yourself, especially if you're black. That's just the way it is. Things aren't going to change in "our" favor just because we have a "black" president; he had to work for evrything he has, you do too. Get used to it. America is very racist, but that's not an acceptable reason to fail.
4. Then, there was this comment: "is it our fault if niggers and do good on tests, like really" OK, I think what he was trying to say was "is it our fault if niggers can't do good on tests, like really?" Well, I dunno if it's your fault since you couldn't even put together a cohesive sentence, but this "nigger" knows, it's "do well" not "do good," you dumbass redneck.
5. "Yes, it's a racist standard. MLK Jr. didn't want there to be schisms based on race pro or anti African-American. Saying "white pride" is just as racist as saying "black pride"." I disagree, black ppl need another black pride movement because America does not support diversity and anthing black is either demonized or exoticized or eroticized. Black ppl have been dehumanized ever since Africans were dragged over here and treated worse than cattle, if not before then. Black pride is not a hateful or violent thing, it shouldn't be, it's love for your people and love for yourself in a country that makes you feel unloved. From what I've seen, white pride is hateful and violent since there are white ppl out there who feel like "their" country is being taken from them, even though this land belongs to them as much as it belongs to black ppl, or hispanics, or asians, or any other kind of ppl. You cannot own something that does not belong to you.
6. "thats freaking retarded how this country thinks every white person is trash and racist, if any mass about of people are racist its the black people, they take advantage of the whole racist thing to get what they want and they say the n word to each other which is fucking stupid, everybody is equal and nobody should be called anything like that even if its to somebody that is your own skin color because some black people do that just because they know white people cant do it." Black ppl cannot be racist. I know it's hard for ppl to grasp, but we can't, it goes against the definition. Racism means you hold your race as superior to any other and use that to oppress ppl. Now, I've never heard of black ppl oppressing white ppl or any other kind of people any kind of way. Can black ppl be bigoted? Paranoid? Mistrustful of white ppl? Angry? Hurt? You betcha. But how can you blame them? Some white ppl like to shout out that slavery's over and black ppl need to get over it. Yeah, slavery's over, but racism is not. This is the reason why "black" history needs to be taught in line with "American" history. That right there is racist, how "black" history isn't thought of as "American." How can you ignore millions of ppl and their voices and all of their contributions? Some black ppl play the race card, but I can't think if a time when it's been successful. It is stupid how black ppl took the taunts of their tormentors and use it against each other, but you must understand psychology and understand the amount of damage slavery/racism has afflicted itself onto black ppl. It's like when someone gets raped and they're expected to get over it. It's not something you get over, all you can do with take some time and make peace and live with it. Can you make peace with racism? I don't think you should.

And I like Phil DeFranco, even though I unsubscribed and then re-subscribed, but I think a lot of his viewers misconstrue his videos because the most racist, misogynistic assholes comment on them and I don't think that's what he stands for. I like him actually, even though he does come off a bit unlikable sometimes. He's adorable most of the time, especially when he wears glasses. At least he brings up a lot of discussions, which is good. I miss his old theme song, though.

OMG

This baby has what I have!

It's kinda weird, but sometimes I forget about my birthmark, but then again, I don't really. Like, I know it's there, but I don't think about it too much. Only mostly when I'm in public and I catch someone looking at me or I'll be talking with someone and their eyes linger for a second or three. I have a brief moment of "What are they--OH, right." It doesn't really bother me because I know it's not everyday you see someone with a large, dark, mole on their face. I know because I haven't seen anybody in person, or in the media for that matter, with anything like what I have. That being said, I also know that there are ppl out there that do have what I have. However, a lot of ppl cover their birthmarks. I can understand why, but I don't see the point. I mean, eventually, hopefully, you're gonna meet somebody and have an intimate relationship and they're going to see you without the makeup, so why hide it? I don't think ppl should do that, it's a part of who you are and also, it adds to diversity. I'm just a big believer in not changing what doesn't need to be changed. If it isn't a health concern, leave it alone.

Sometimes I wonder how it would be if I didn't have it; it wouldn't be a big whoop, I'd look exactly like my sister. I always sorta thought maybe it is a good thing I have a birthmark, so ppl can tell us apart, but it turns out it's not much help.

It's not like life is bad with it, I just get looked at and occasionally asked about it. When I do get asked, I have the thought of acting like I don't know what they're talking about, but I always forget. When I was younger, little kids would ask me how the time, now it's gotten rare. Sometimes ppl would ask if it hurts and even rarer, if they could touch it.

I do feel a little reluctant to show ppl my pictures over the internet, though. Y'know any picture posted out there for anyone to see is subject to cruelty, but as ugly as I feel sometimes (strangely, that's unrelated to the birthmark), ppl think I'm good-looking. Or at least have the common decency not to tell me I'm a troll.

Anyway, he's an orphan and the foster home he's in has a lot of videos of the other orphans. They're cute, but it's kinda sad because some of them have defects. I know maybe their parents gave them away because they couldn't handle them financially, but it's really heartbreaking to think about. Here are some other videos:






Oh yeah, Ewan McGregor got his mole removed. I thought it was cute. :(

The Humans Are Dead - The Flight of the Conchords

...and so is this blog. :( Hopefully that will change now that the new semester is starting. This will help in procrastination!

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